Our just so stories...

I love reading stories. They fascinate me, some are entertaining, some are thought provoking, some inspire and encourage, some challenge me, some just make me feel good, some disturb, some disgust and some I have regretted reading. Such is the nature of stories. They have certain powers attached to them...

The Bible is full of stories. At it's center is the greatest story ever told, it tells of how much God loves us humans; imperfect, stubborn, rebellious, sinful people, who never quite manage to even return a fraction of His love back,even at our greatest. Who let Him down over and over again, who never seem to get the point, and yet He never seems of stop showering us with grace...

And then there are sub-plots in this grand story. One of my favorite ones is how God changes a person's life. You read about ordinary people doing extraordinary things. You read about extraordinary people doing ordinary things and then you get to know some people who discover that God loved them in spite of what they did...The amazing stories of these people make the Bible believable. If the Bible depicted it's heroes like myths do, it would have been nothing more than a fairy tale. some fantasy world to aspire to. Just a mere good story.

But no; Bible heroes are ordinary, imperfect and flawed people like us. They show amazing faith and courage, but the times when they messed it all up is also recorded for us, lest we doubt them being real. You read about Abraham, father of nations, doubting the God he chose to follow, you see Moses, God's friend, take matters into his own hands, a man after God's heart, David, commits adultery and murder.. Fast forward to the New Testament and you read of the disciples full of doubt and scared to death even with Jesus at their side, then there's the Apostle Paul stoning Christians to death... the list goes on and on. It's amazing how God changes lives, and how he can use any of us, all of us,in fact. He doesn't look for the perfect ones, the clean record ones or the strongest ones, he only looks for the willing ones. Those that hunger and thirst for Him....

It always fascinates me when I come to know the story of someone I know whose life got transformed by God. You cannot help being amazed when you come to know that the pastor of your church had spent most of his youth in sex, drugs, alcohol and rock n roll; the really friendly lady at the welcome desk was sexually abused as a kid and had grown up in all sorts of pain and bitterness, that guy on the stage who confessed to having lost count of how many women he had slept with, the worship leader who used to be a drug addict; though some are more dramatic then others, every person has a story.

These people are proof of what God can do with a life. When I met them, I could never have looked at them and imagined the things they say they have done. Too many people think you have to be good to be accepted by God, that somehow Christians are a bunch of clean people, who have it all together. Here's a revelation for you all, if that were the case none of us would qualify, saints would have to be dethroned. We've all messed up at one time or the other. Our stories have dark corners. That's what God's love is all about, that's why these men and women go around calling him the Saviour, that's why they all have a story to tell.

What do they think of me?

John Donne penned the words, 'No man is an island, entire of itself'. We are taught that man is a social animal. We have to be around people in order to survive. And what others do, how they interact with us, affects us greatly, even determines our behaviour. Perhaps one of the greatest of all questions we ask ourselves is the question: What do they think of me? What is the opinion of other people about me? Do they like me or not? Do they think I am beautiful or not? Do they thinks I am 'cool' or not? We tend to spend our lifetime trying to 'fit in' the culture around us, we labor to develop an image of ourselves which would be acceptable and appreciated by people around us. We all want people to like us. And we tend to go great lenghts in order to achieve this objective.We make sure our clothes are current fashion, we listen to popular music, we try to keep up with the latest gossip, all beacuse we don't want to be left out of anything.

In the world today, where Christians are considered 'anti-everything', it is quite impossible to fit into the life around us. There are certain things a follower of Christ cannot do, certian things he should not hear or see, certain words he should not speak, certain places he cannot go. Where does he fit in, then? Jesus said, "If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you".(John 15:19,NIV)

Yet,the question still nags me, and I believe it nags us all as human beings; what do they think of me? As a Christian, called out of the world, I still want the world to like me. The opinion of other people around me is extremely important.I still ask, what do they think of me? So what do I do then, do I go on living, saying things like 'I don't care what anybody thinks about me', yet deep down I know that I really do care...
or I can turn to Jesus.... What would He have done? What did he do? No deep meditations required. The scriptures tell us, to my great relief, that Jesus too, asked this question. Three gospel writers, (Matthew, Mark and Luke) record that Jesus asked his disciples, "Who do the crowds say I am?"
They replied, "Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, that one of the prophets of long ago has come back to life."And then he asked them,"But what about you?", "Who do you say I am?" and Peter answered, "The Christ of God." Luke records that, eight days later, Peter, James and John accompany Jesus to a mountain to pray, and they hear a voice from heaven saying 'This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.'

I see an answer to my question in these scriptures. What do they think of me? Jesus starts with the crowds, he gets a mixed response. Jesus doesn't discuss their response, it seems to me he wasn't especially interested in what they had to say, probably because he knew, that for every person that likes you, you'll find a multitude that hates you. And here's lesson 1: Never mind the crowd, you can never please them all. The fact that Jesus repeats the question when asking his disciples goes to show that, he was far more interested in what they had to say. Lesson 2: The opinion of people closest to you is very important. I believe that's because they know you inside out, they see the real you rather than an image the crowd sees. And even if one of them appreciates who you are (like Peter among the disciples), you're on the right track. And finally, consider the voice from heaven. I do not believe Jesus needed to hear that God the Father loved him and was pleased with Him;his disciples needed to hear it. So God made sure that they heard Him clear, and here we learn the most important lesson: Make sure you are pleasing God, and He'll make sure that those around you know well what they should think of you!
Its about time I start asking myself, 'What does God think of me?'.